The pain is deep,

It cuts like a knife.

Oh dear Lord,

Please end my strife.

Just get me through

Or end my life;

I don't care,

I'm giving up the fight.

To be with You

Is what I long for.

Nothing less,

Nothing more.

I'm fading fast;

I'm almost gone.

I see Heaven's gates

And I hear a song.

Noone will miss me

Once I'm gone.

Maybe just Abigail,

But she'll move on.

Perhaps mom will,

But only for a bit.

She'll be better off without me,

That's why I have to quit.

I'm giving up the fight,

There's nothing more to say.

Just take me quickly

Oh Lord I pray.

I don't know if I should post this, but I'm going to anyway. Don't worry if you read this, I'm sure I'll be fine tomorrow. Maybe.